Lying so awake
Things I can't escape
Lately, I just turn 'em into demons
Flowing to the sun, fuckin' heroin
Lately I just turn 'em into reasons
But it refuses
Always down, I'm not up
Guess it's just my rotten luck
To fill my time with permanent gloom
But I can't see above it
Guess I fucking love it
But, oh
I didn't mean to
I see everything, I see everything
Don't you tell me now that I don't want it
But I did everything, I did everything
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Funny how they think
Us not even on the brink
Innocence was fleeting like a season
Cannot comprehend
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Lately all the ghosts turned into reasons
And excuses
Always down, I'm not up
Guess it's just my rotten luck
To fill my time with permanent gloom
But I can't see above it
Guess I fucking love it
But, oh
I didn't mean to
I see everything, I see everything
Don't you tell me now that I don't want it
But I did everything, I did everything
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I see everything, I see everything
Don't you tell me now that I don't want it
But I did everything, I did everything
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